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smh [Feb. 10th, 2006|07:54 pm]
[mood |blahblah]

ok i finally passed my road test
i still can t drive
because us administration is totally crazy
i needed a learner permit to use a driving school car to pass the exam
i asked for it wedenesday of last week
they told me i will receive it by mail and gave me a paper valid for 30 days
i passed my road test on friday
a lady told me they couldn t give me my licence until i get my learner by mail
so it s been 9 days i m waiting for that crap
because they say they had to check my infos
and i need the learner stuff to get my official driver s licence
i dunno how long that shit will take
stupid thing is that if i had somebody to lend me a car for the exam i d have never asked for the damn learner stuff and i would be driving by now with a tmporary driver s licence at least
the result is
i owe 22 hours to my school
and i m not allowed to finish later than what was planned
i have to go on saturdays to get 8 hours back
and i met this girl that can drive me back home at my school
but i still pay $15 a day to go
because my new roommateis a cab driver and he can t charge me less than that
and i still can t go on mondays which makes me miss more hours
if i miss too much hours they drop me and call immigration and i have to go back home
and this is what i got for hoping some people would help me
i see that people here are just here for u when all is fine
once u have troubles they just vanish
selfish self centered people
another thing here
guys always can do a lot for u until they find out u not gonna give them some pussy
and after that there s no "ma i wanna be ur friend"
the only friend i had vanished too prolly because of his gf that must be a jealous one
been there before with some friends in france
their gf are just keeping them far from all their female friends
they mucst be some unsecure chicks to do that
fuck them all
i have not time for that
they dont even worth my time and the lines i m writing here
one thing is for sure
what i m doin now
if i succeed in that
i will owe it to myself only
and to nobody else
and another thing


that shit is plain stupid

do i sound like an angry bitch
maybe i am
who knows
like bob marley said
"a hungry mouth is an angry mouth"

i m just starving right now
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where are you my friends??? [Jan. 22nd, 2006|06:38 am]
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daaaaaaaaaaaaaamn [Jan. 21st, 2006|12:45 am]
here i go again
i was supposed to finally pass my road test today
it took me 15 days to get this damn appointment
and then the person supposed to help me didn t give me any news
she was the one tellin me to get this appointment at this place near her house
i would have appreciate she told me "ok claire listen i can t help you this time can you find someone else"
i mean i could understand that
but nope nothing
i really don t understand people
like all these so called friends supposed to help me with my artwork
all bullshit i guess
u here them once u don t ask for anything and they purpose to help
but when the time is coming
nobody s there
nobody s picking up the phone
i didn t know i was that annoying
damn am i really THAT ANNOYING???
sometimes i feel like people see me as an angry bitch or angry witch pick the one u like the most
yea rob stop laughing i hear u
i finally told my parents i had a dog and it seems to be oooookay
that s like i took a weight off my shoulders
i was so anxious the past week
that and some health trouble
maybe all is related who knows
but i really enjoy going to school
i think that s the best decision i took for long
even if i kinda have to struggle to get there
hope my ride won t get tired of taking me there .....
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first week of school... [Jan. 14th, 2006|12:44 am]
my car problem isn t solved yet
but at least the school is good
i learned how to do regular manicure and sculptured nails

guess that s good
i hope i m following the right way
the doggie is gettin easier to handle too so that s a good point

i m supposed to have another road test next friday

if you pass in front of a church light a candle for me thanks
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hmmm [Jan. 5th, 2006|03:56 pm]
i m getting reslly disappointed by the way this trip is turning
i just feel like packing my stuff and going back home
people r not acting the way they used to
or the way they were supposed to
i failed my first road test because i was too stressed and i wasn t used to drive an automatic
i have to retry on friday
if i fail again i m not gonnabe able to go to school
unless i pass it again monday very early and get a car the same day
if i don t go to school they will report me and cancel my visa
i can t even be late there
and i bet nobody from my "friends"list is gonna be able to help anyway
i m just by myself i guess
this is really fucked up
but well that s life ...
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happy new year [Jan. 4th, 2006|01:23 am]
this pic has been taken at midnite on dec 31st
kannel and i wish u a happy new year

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let me introduce you to... [Dec. 6th, 2005|03:56 pm]
my lil baby
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i dunno how i ll call her yet
her birth name is tang
but i have to find another
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officially on the go [Dec. 5th, 2005|02:29 pm]
i m going december 11th to may 7th
if you want my contact infos in miami

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(no subject) [Nov. 8th, 2005|01:17 am]
[mood |boredbored]

my pet!
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i m tired...of hating people [Nov. 1st, 2005|12:06 am]
[mood |apatheticapathetic]

a bunch of hating ass down there
i relly need a break
can t wait until i can travel somewhere i need fresh hair
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